For Your Consideration:

Nicole Ucedo

A new series of interviews of nominated working artists from around the globe. This series aims to center the reality of living as an artist in a not-so-friendly-to-artists world. Shedding light on the challenges of being artists binds us all together with the purpose to uplift anyone and everyone doing their best to share their work and live in the flow of creation. Ideally, in the face of crushing, failing, capitalism, community is built through sharing stories and empowering others to share their own.The series kicks off with Nicole Ucedo, filmmaker.

Photos: Sam Williams

Interview: Mary Sucaet

Tell us what you're working on right now and does it feel like work or play?

Eek I'm not really working on anything right now! But I have some ideas on the back burner and hopefully will get to them in 2025~~ I work in a very DIY-zero budget-low-planning type of way where often I'll have a loose idea and I'll shoot it, but the film really comes together in the editing process. I love editing, it's like collaging for me, and yes I always want it to feel like play because I have enough work at my full time day job as it is! I have filmed myself/my body in some projects and I find that I'm literally playing with movement or with the camera. I like to watch slow depressing non-linear films but when I make films they're kinda silly.

As a filmmaker, what is your biggest motivation?

I find a lot of motivation in teaching filmmaking and connecting with others via the moving image. Whether it's a shared film viewing experience or working on a film together. There is something that can feel really exhilarating when energies match up. For my personal film projects, I find that I select subjects that I get stuck thinking about. A lot of times the films are about a personal experience or thought that can (hopefully) relate to other’s experiences. I like making essay films and non narrative films, and I often find that filmmaking is similar to essay writing. Film is a medium that has worked for me to process thoughts, feelings, ideas and I love being able to share that skillset with others who are on their own creative/emotional journeys. I often value the process of filmmaking more than the final product.

I often ask people about their experience in their city. How do you feel living out West and how does it inform your work?

I live in the city I was born and raised in, Los Angeles. It's so big and full of traffic, smog, and people; but I have a lot of friends and family here, and it's full of memories and places I love, so I feel quite rooted. Sometimes too rooted. I'd like to step away from Los Angeles and live somewhere more mellow with more dirt one day. But I love the west, it has so many types of nature. I'm close to the beach so I nurture my relationship with the ocean year round by getting in the water at least once a month - the cold water provides a much needed reset. Angelenos gather at the beach to watch the magenta sunsets, fueled by car smog, but it is so beautiful. I used to take the bus around Los Angeles a lot which shaped the way I viewed and interacted with the city. I made a couple of short films about bus rides in Los Angeles and I recorded the conversations I overheard on public transit to use in those pieces. I think a lot about public transit (mostly because it’s so lacking) and how our movement through public space informs our relationships to place and our interactions with others. Los Angeles is a huge city, and a multicultural city. I think of my own family's Latin American roots and sometimes incorporate Spanish & English language narration into my films as a way to portray bilingual experience on screen. I also program film screenings through a collective I'm in, the Echo Park Film Center, where we like to highlight local artist's work. I programmed a film series by Latinx filmmakers where we screened the films in the neighborhoods they were filmed in, it was very special to see the works with the communities the films aimed to reflect.

What sets your heart on fire in a good way outside of your work?

Pole dancing, natural dyeing + sewing projects, the smell of night blooms, ocean swims, earth building and cozy gatherings with my friends & family!

How do you survive mentally/emotionally as an artist in today's Ai, celeb-saturated, post-underground landscape?

I feel so grateful to be surrounded by people who live in opposition to all those things. Being in a film collective that focuses on sustainable analog filmmaking, social activism and education has influenced my personal filmmaking and motivates me to share the power of filmmaking as a personal voice outside of Hollywood with others. There is a strong experimental/non narrative film scene in Los Angeles and there are sometimes collaborative screenings with community orgs. There is a lot of organizing going on in Los Angeles which can be surprising since it's the celeb hub of the world maybe, but just like anywhere else there is a large counter culture to the mainstream. I have friends involved in organizing who I learn so much from. There are a lot of people fighting for tenants rights in Los Angeles which is a city that is constantly getting more and more developed with luxury mid rises displacing longtime tenants, many of whom end up living on the streets or leaving the state. There are a lot of communities going through tough times. I feel best when my skill sets in filmmaking and education can aid, empower and/or work with the communities in my hometown.

What are you making for dinner lately?

Ooh I often make the red lentils recipe in Julia Terchen's Small Victories, but I like to add carrots and sweet potatoes in there. I've been making a lot of green curry with tofu lately because I've had a green curry jar in my fridge and it's yummy and easy to make. If I have tortillas I like to make potato and mushroom tacos for lunch. I stopped eating meat a couple years ago when I watched Touki Bouki which features a sad cow in a slaughterhouse, so I'm still finding vegetarian based recipes that I like. I need to find some new doable cozy weather week day recipes!

Follow Nicole at @nixxxxxx

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To nominate yourself or another artist for this series please email mary@lemetierbook.com